Saturday, August 28, 2010

God, JESUS



Brother Sisters
do you know that Jesus love you alot?
yes, he is
he love us more than ever we love him
Look, when i came in to the FGA CYC i was a very quite person and shy
but now,
god gave me a few days to change myself to be a new CARRERA NG
its really great
now i even became hyper active, always laughing like how god saw me laugh like mad today and even friendly.
I felt very lucky because i have came to this FGA CYC to met this loveable god.
FGA CYC friends,
they always gave me many happiness
expecially TIm Ci,
he always advice me when im sad and unhappy
i would like to thanks him alot cause he really helps me alot
when i cut myself
he even called me and advice me
so, look how much god love us alot.
So now Kinhou,
he makes me a lot of happiness because of his laughing reaction
it was super duper hyper funny .
Edwin, he makes me happy
advice me much as well and always advice me to go FGA CYC thanks edwin.
Drumstick, he always making jokes
and make me laughed too ;D
so i would like my friends to come to this FGA CYC we are always welcome you ;D

This is the picture in Basement with my FGA CYC friends.
God love us alot
Amen?
"Amen" we also love god a lot.
if you wanna pray just pray im sure that god will helps you.
So just pray and love Jesus more.

God, JESUS



Brother Sisters
do you know that Jesus love you alot?
yes, he is
he love us more than ever we love him
Look, when i came in to the FGA CYC i was a very quite person and shy
but now,
god gave me a few days to change myself to be a new CARRERA NG
its really great
now i even became hyper active, always laughing like how god saw me laugh like mad today and even friendly.
I felt very lucky because i have came to this FGA CYC to met this loveable god.
FGA CYC friends,
they always gave me many happiness
expecially TIm Ci,
he always advice me when im sad and unhappy
i would like to thanks him alot cause he really helps me alot
when i cut myself
he even called me and advice me
so, look how much god love us alot.
So now Kinhou,
he makes me a lot of happiness because of his laughing reaction
it was super duper hyper funny .
Edwin, he makes me happy
advice me much as well and always advice me to go FGA CYC thanks edwin.
Drumstick, he always making jokes
and make me laughed too ;D
so i would like my friends to come to this FGA CYC we are always welcome you ;D

This is the picture in Basement with my FGA CYC friends.
God love us alot
Amen?
"Amen" we also love god a lot.
if you wanna pray just pray im sure that god will helps you.
So just pray and love Jesus more.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

18.8.2010♥♥

I should forget him
but its really hard.
what should i do?
but i really loves him alot.
hais, nvm talk about other.

Today went to school today.
went to my sivik class.
then after that, i pon KH
teacher wanna see me
but i never go find her.
Pon untill recess time,
then saw yew weng(gor) playing badminton there.
then i go buy some food for him lor.
then go eat again..
celin(jie) go find the counseling teacher.
after recess we gonna go find her to talk about our counseling things.
then the bell rings
i go counseling room lor.
then we talk talk talk about one masa dyy.
then oni go back to my class and continue my study
but actually that time was PJ time..
then i went dewan block G and talk with my friend
morning session de.
then the bell ring jor
PJ time finish its time for MATHS
BORING !
then i at dwan block G there wait untill teacher come ...
then teacher come edi only go back class..
then RING school finish.
then walking to bridge that time saw calvin(gor) but he never saw me
but nvm lah.
haiz suan lak.

Btw,
now wanna go study edi
tomorrow exam
walao syok la ><
goodluck everyone for your exam tomorrow.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

17.8.2010

went pasar malam with my boubuii Wei Mun.
can say that it is a great day.
therefore, i still need him
i still love him
i still miss him
ALVIN LIM !
i cant want you now ! why cant we be back secretly?
i really love you a lot.
hais.

Between, thanks for all my friends alot to caring about me.
i feel much better now.
love you guys alot.
i love you all.
nothing much to post today.
got to go study now.
ciaos.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Heart breaker


I just realised
like a person and it break
it cant get back together.
i love him alot
once he saids that he wanna break
and guess what?
my eye is full of tears and its drop down easily
i just cant trust that he will say that he will break with me
he said that he will love me forever
i did said that FOREVER DOESNT EXIST !.
you remove me from your facebook?
thats just hurts me alot !!
more than ever that my friends or my ex-ed did that to me!
but,
i still love him alot
miss him alot.
i just need him right beside me right now.
i cried for you
its because that i still love you
i dont wanna break
or else we can still get back together secretly?
thats the choice but i didnt knew that you will remove me in your facebook as well !
do you know?
actually i posts 'I HATE YOU' on your wall..
thats my wrong but actually i really very hates you
i hate you because you care about me?
i hate you for you always miss me?
i hate you because that you always send me a sms said that you miss me alot?
i hate you that because you called me sometimes?
YES ! !!!
cause, hate is love
love is hate
i posts that to you its means that i still loves you alot
i hope you understands.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

BREAK !

Can i say that i dont want to break with Alvin Lim?
i love him alot.
GOD, can you help me to get back with him?
i really wanna got back with Alvin
i love him more than ever i can say =[
My heart is broken
its really the first time i cry so badly
God, i know you love me
if you are love me can you please help me to get back wit him?
you know i can love him more than ever i can say
God, you know that i love you as well
you also know that i love him more than ever boyfriends i had before
please, help me to get back with him
AMEN.
Firstly you said that you wanna continue on your studies?
thats just too weird
after i ask you why..
at last, you gave me the different answer
it was because that your dad found out me and you
did you even gave me the stupid answer or just gave me a lies?
please tell me the truth i really want to get back with you.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Cheap Ass !

To the person that thinks that she is very good .
and not an cheap ass instead of telling people that we are CHEAP ASS !
whatthefuck are you thinking?
are you trying to be famous in school? but you're not.
you say that my jie is an playgirl? i think both of you are stupid from being and saying that
or maybe no people likes you and you instead telling people that my jie is an playgirl or an cheap ass.
you giving people your phone number instead of thinking
i would like to tell you, this is also an CHEAP ASS !
you says that we are cheap ass rite? did you see that we giving our phone number instead of thinking?
if NO that means we are not an cheap ass alright?
use your brain to think.
both of you are just making shows
but, this show is just too stupid to have it
cause, you both are too incredible and stupid dumb from being like that!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

10.8.2010

Its freaking me out !
guess what?
i damn miss him !!!
its already 38 days..
now im awaiting for 1 year xP
haha i know its hard to wait
but i will try my best !

Xian Ang, listen here.
you are my best friend
you should'nt do that do you know?
if you do that your friends like Wei Xuan, Celin, Crystal, Watsana and many of your friends felt that you are so stupid from being like that
i know i am stupid too
cause i tried to do this before,
but after i did that i felt myself very stupid
so i would like to explain why i hate people to cut theirself.
so now, do you understand.
if you wants people or your friends to advice you clearly
you can find many of your friends
im sure that many of your friends would like to helps you
if they dont wanna helps you,
tell me, i will helps you
okay?
*dont be sad
*dont be stupid
*dont be convict.
we will helps you no matter what happens.
<3

Sunday, August 8, 2010

8.9.2010

It was the first time i went shopping for 9 hours dude..
it was super funnej xP
i bought 2 pairs of shoe from cotton on
and one more shirt from errrr dont know what brand forgotten the name
sorry ><
paiseh paiseh

i went pavillion today at 1 something
guess what? i came back home about 9 something
wow..
thats just shocked me.
well..
have my lunch at the kuchai there..
then straight away went to pavillion.
reached pavillion we went to the shopping mall
wow, that is crazy ..
im so happy about that that time i was just thinking
'clothes accesories shoe'
omg !
i really wanna buy !!
then went in jaspal with my mom
sale..
50%.. actually my mom just wanted me to buy a slipper at there but theres no size
i wear 35 but theres only 36..
so, no point i dont it
and my mom bought a high heels from jaspal
nice <3>
then walked around and went in cotton on with my mom
wow damn many people la ><
then i saw a slipper from there is really nice but my mom said that it is not a good quality
plus its very expensive
so never buy nahh nvm.
then i saw a shoe from there more nicer than the shoe just now i say that i want to.
then i bought two one is a black shoe and one is something like slipper.
then i bought it i likeys <3
then i went in Forever 21..
i had tried one of the piece of shirt in there
but my mom saids that its not suitable for me
so nvm la.. dowan.
then walk around at the shopping mall.
wow it is cool ;D
then we had our dinner at Mdm Kwan's
i have ate a chicken chop
omg ><>
i just cant remember how nice is today :D

Thursday, August 5, 2010

BRAINLESSS !

I promised that when i grow up,
i will treat my parents good.
I will not throw them away and leave them alone !
I promised i wont !
I love them very much,
they used to teach us from big to small,
they used to bring us to everywhere almost everyday,
they used to care about us and loving,
they used to work hard and buy us foods and many more.
If those who wanted to leaved their parents away,
i bet you wont !
Cause we love them alot!
They are our loving parents !
Mom born us out.
Dad works hard and find money.
They both work hard to teach us from big to small.
I know that they had been crying its because of us !
Parents are like our golden masters !
will you ever leaved them alone?
I WONT !
I wear to god, i wont, i will not be such an asshole like those peoples grows up and leaved their parents away.
But, i wont cause i love them more than ever i can say.
I love them even than other persons.
I saids that FOREVER doesn't exist to friendship or relationship,
but, FOREVER is only exist in our loving parents and family.
I wish that no one of them would leaved their parents away.
cause we love our parents.
for the last want,
parents used to work hard to us and loving us .
When they are old, we are not leaved our parents away.
Mom Dad, I promised that i will study hard and get a good results to let you see!
I promised that i will always loved you and care about you when you are old!
I promised when i grow up, i wont leaved you !
I promised, i will never let you all go until you dies !
I will let you dies happily cause i love you .
Mom Dad, i really love you !